DIETS -- we love to hate them, but for many women, they can be a trigger for much deeper issues, writes InsomniacMummy.
During my late teens and early 20s I suffered with bulimia.
The details aren’t pretty.
I was a slave to a starve, binge and purge cycle. I’d starve for days on end then binge eat until I had to make myself physically sick. Often eating in private as I didn’t want to be seen eating. Then came the release of the purge. The false feeling of control and power it gave me kept me locked in the perpetual cycle.
Kayla Murphy, 19, from Minnesota, submitted the above video to a hearing of her local state politicians to encourage them to approve a bill requiring better mental health education in schools.
To find out more, read an article in Kayla's local media, Postbulletin.com
I WROTE this last year and it appeared in a newspaper. I thought I would share it here too as people have got in touch and asked if we could please include eating disorders. I hope my frank account may be of interest.
MY fingers tremble as I unwrap the KitKat. It’s my fourth in two minutes and it won’t be my last. Two bites and it’s gone. It doesn’t touch the sides. I devour the chocolate like there’s no tomorrow. My mind is gripped with shame, but the compulsion to keep on chomping is stronger. I feel a bit giddy, verging on ill. I’m light headed, almost in a trance. But still this feels right, it’s what I’m used to. Stood in my kitchen in my three-bed semi, I’m Mrs Average, tucking into an ‘average’ binge at 7 o clock on a Monday night. Up until now today has been a ‘good day’ - three light meals and a couple of snacks - fresh fruit, wholemeal toast for breakfast - wasn’t I good? Then Ryvita for lunch and stir-fry for tea. Perhaps I have deprived myself too much.
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